Addiction

Ok I have known myself to do this. I play a new found favorite song until I get tired of it .. As of now it is "somebody to love" the Glee remake .. I love the Glee versions like take a bow and bust your windows those girls are talented .. So yesterday I was found meself watching "Hamlet 2" that movie had me laughing is so dumb.. There are doing a skit I don't know the premise or what or if there is a hamlet 2 but Jesus was in it .. It was a musical type thing and the lyrics were catchy .. I laughed hardest when the girls over enthusiastically screamed "o my God it's Jesus!!!" when he was coming down and walking on water.. Lately me and my brother have been butting heads .. He has developed this attitude that can put me from calm to punch someone in the face mode in a matter of seconds .. I know I am the older brother and should set the example but does that mean I have to be freaking perfect.. I mean he models his hair like me.. Got vans, an iPod touch, I know those seem little but they annoy the crap out of me.. He is very impressionable ..by 4 people in particular .. They say a new band and the next day my brother has all the songs from the band.. I mean there could be a chance he did hear the song and took a liking but I see it also with his actions as if to prove himself to be "funny". To live up to the name "crazy locs" .. I this it's dumb how I talked about him this whole time but this is weighing so hard on my mind and heart.. It's like aaah I need space .. Anyway I noticed the call of the world is back.. I will leave all this to God ..