Take a bow

Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. 24 See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting - Psalm 139: 23-24

that is taken from an awesome psalm in the bible .. The whole verse is David talking to God telling how God knows him in everyway the verse finishes with the one I put up there .. I have been reading that book I mentioned and it was talking about temptation and how God doesn't tempt us nor the devil or anyone else.. The temptation comes from within it comes from our desires I like how the book clarifies that if a thought enters our head and it isn't a good one it is up to us to play around with the though letting it grow inevetably acting on the temptaion.. The book uses a hotel analogy.. "we can't keep people out of the lobby but we can keep them from getting a room". Have you ever heard the expression "well I can't help it God made me this way" the book calls it "the blame game" they put the blame on God so that the may have an escuse to sin..


Today was good I woke up to my mom and step-dad leaving for LA because for some reason my mom had to get diagnosed by a specialist but they sent her to one in LA .. Stupid right.. But they left and I took a shower.. I descided that today was the day to do my mission project.. Reluctant to leave at first I prayed and read 2 Timothy 1:7 then headed to the church.. I got some church flyers and headed into the neighborhood..I ran into 1 woman but she was Spanish speaking so I just gaver her a church flyer.. I felt unprepared so I headed back to my car and drove home.. I saw Christina and knew that I shouldn't have left because if I did the whole complex like I wanted I would have got a chance to talk to her because I heard her grandmoter recenty passing hit her hard.. But I headed home .. Once here I put on tv and dove into the humongous pile of clothes ad folding and hanging them.. Then my niece and nephew came ..i helped with hw and wanted to get an diagnosis for my computer.. I went to one place but they weren't open despite the "come in we're open" sign in the window.. I googled a place in the area and headed there .. It led me downtown.. That's when the trouble started.. First I passed my street so I went to do a uturn and then seen that I was on a one way street!! I was honked at by the only car by me thankfully realized my mistake and turned around again .. Came to another one way and followed it but didn't notice a redlight until I seen cars coming out I wasn't close enough to hit anything but I hit the brakes..the tires went squeeling and I skidded a considerable ways and was barely in the crosswalk.. It was so embarresing .. I kept hitting myself for being so dumb and eneded up not finding the place.. I gave up and headed home.. Soon after my niece and nephew were picked up I was alone watching tv until my sister came home.. I noticed my brother wasn't home and figured he had band practice .. I expected the usual call to go pick them up but he walked in around 8:40 I was upset cause for one he didn't call and two I him not calling to say he ddnt need a ride made me wait up and I could have took the dogs for a walk.. But he is inconsiderate like that.. We then argued about little stuff I guess he was in one of his moods.. Then Moises called ad we talked a while .. After we hung up I headed to the shower when I got out I groaned at the thought of posting from my iPod .. But here I am again.. Lying in bed tapping away on my iPod :D