A question that has been plaguing me recently is an odd one... It's "why do people like me" I have heard alit of times "it won't be as fun if your not there" and I wonder why.. And also I attract a group of youth but don't know why they are interested.. Maybe they just need an ear but I wonder if people are drawn to me.. not in the liking way but they need a dose of anthony haha .. I sound so conceited but I think nothing of the sort I just wonder why I dont feel special I have a particular example I had a friend who was a guy we became good friends hung out a lot and attended the same church but he always wanted me by him and even complained that I didn't give him enough attention I said sorry and tried to give him more I hope this doesn't come off weird he is fully straight but I was just his security blanket I guess haha.. This particular event has happend 3 times twice with girls and once with a guy .. Idont know where I'm going with this but I am just asking why.. I just want to also say that I never turn down a person who needs to talk.. I look for the est in people and have massive patience although certain people can blow through that in a second ..I closing(haha) I don't want to sound like I don't appreciate my friends or sound like in full of myself i am just seeing a quality God gave me and am hoping I am using it the way God wants..That's it my head hurts .. Post tommorow :D