Bleh..

Well I felt like I should blog to update all the 0 people that read my blog .. Lol.. At this moment I am sitting in the pool room ready to pass out.. I am in the part of school where they send you to work at a assisted living center.. The thing is I have to be up at 4:10 get ready by 4:50 and get on the bus at 5 get there at 5:30 and "sleep" till 6:30 the. Our day starts.. Getting people up, changing them, feeding them, and over again ... It's my second day sorta my first since I started on a Friday and went back today(monday) I have until Thursday then it's back to campus classes and more tests.. Anyways that all my school stuff as for my social life.. Well it ok I adjusted to my new roomates and my favorite roomate living in a new dorm .. Haha but yea there was an empty bed in his new dorm but I didn't know the Chances that I would get the one in his room.. As for relationships.. None so far which is good but I do find myself flirting .. There is this one girl but I can't really see anything happening with us but she is really pretty so it's fun haha..hmm church life.. It's good I still want to visit this other one just to see how it is but something always comes up so I want to say this sunday for sure but idk..oh and something new came up.. I am actually starting to realize that there are a few people that when I leave here I would never see them again.. I consider them close friends and always want the best for them but man.. It's crazy and I am the closest to leaving .. I am actually considering staying the longest I can just to be with them until they are closer to leaving but it's inevitable.. Well that's all the updates I can think of.. Until next time

Bleh..

Well I felt like I should blog to update all the 0 people that read my blog .. Lol.. At this moment I am sitting in the pool room ready to pass out.. I am in the part of school where they send you to work at a assisted living center.. The thing is I have to be up at 4:10 get ready by 4:50 and get on the bus at 5 get there at 5:30 and "sleep" till 6:30 the. Our day starts.. Getting people up, changing them, feeding them, and over again ... It's my second day sorta my first since I started on a Friday and went back today(monday) I have until Thursday then it's back to campus classes and more tests.. Anyways that all my school stuff as for my social life.. Well it ok I adjusted to my new roomates and my favorite roomate living in a new dorm .. Haha but yea there was an empty bed in his new dorm but I didn't know the Chances that I would get the one in his room.. As for relationships.. None so far which is good but I do find myself flirting .. There is this one girl but I can't really see anything happening with us but she is really pretty so it's fun haha..hmm church life.. It's good I still want to visit this other one just to see how it is but something always comes up so I want to say this sunday for sure but idk..oh and something new came up.. I am actually starting to realize that there are a few people that when I leave here I would never see them again.. I consider them close friends and always want the best for them but man.. It's crazy and I am the closest to leaving .. I am actually considering staying the longest I can just to be with them until they are closer to leaving but it's inevitable.. Well that's all the updates I can think of.. Until next time

What day is it?

Wow it's been a while I almost forgot how to do this.. Well lately I have been doing my own thing I have adjusted to my schedule it's getting repetative but I guess it's ok it's already going to be march as of tommorow ..and although I would like to be home I feel good here ..stable.. As for school I got a good pace going so I am actually catching up to people who have been in the class for 3 weeks longer which is encouraging to me because I was doubting that I could even do it.. I prayed and left it all to God I viewed it as my leap of faith ..and along the way I found that I have major self doubt .. I always need comfirmation from others that I can do it.. I'm trying to work on it but I don't know how it's going to far.. Well that's all for now I will try to get this posted .. Does anyone read this? :D

This is war

Ok wow these last few days have been draining to say the least ..in my last post I stated that I was comfortable and settled in.. Well needless to say I spoke to soon .. Sunday started off as a alright day went to church came back and 2 of my roomates descided to walk to get some pizza.. We ended up with mc donalds but it was cool.. Then we got back and everything was good until the residential advisor(lady that runs the place) came in and told my 2 roomates to pack their stuff they were moving to another room .. At first it was a shock but then we went to find out why.. Her reasoning was for diversity but we know her and from previous times she was just being evil.. The rest of the day was depressing to say the least .. They moved rooms and we got 1 new roomate .. He was African American like she said so we figured the other one would be to.. During all this something awoke in me and I descided i wasn't going to sit by and let it happen.. I wasn't going down without a fight ... So Monday comes I got to my counseler and let her know what's happened .. She recommends me to someone whose position is above the residential advisors postion.. So I get a hold of him and let him know what's happening.. .. Yea I could feel the situation escalating.. Today comes and I got more problems .. So me and 2 of my roomates go to the 2 main people again because we are all tired of the residential advisor(ra) they call a meeting and the stuff hits the fan.. She was lying and I called her on each one of them .. My former roomate Is a bit of a hot head so he went off and side note our (ra's) a yeller but so is he so it for loud for a minute .. Things were said and before I knew it .. It was over.. I have yet to find out what resolution they have come to but I'm sure us and the ra are on bad terms.. I am so drained from these last few days .. I hope it gets better.....