A week from now...

I will be back home!!!! ... I wish I had that much enthusiasm but oddly I am apathetic for more then 1 reason.. I mean I will be happy to see everyone and I want to start being a better person then I was but I liked my independence although there are many rules here I found myself at home.. But something that never ceases to amaze me is how attached I get .. I meet people and feel as if I have to protect them .. To elaborate I often find myself going an extra mile for them and can't stay mad at them for anything .. Although I can hardly stay mad in any situation.. I made some great friends here and I will miss them and try to forget the chance I will never see them again .. That's how life is I guess.. But I'm keeping a good mood this weekend will be fun .. My last weekend here and the weather has been awesome the last few days.. I had my fun here and now it's time to go back and do the things I told myself I would..