Change?

So when I read through my blogs from when I was in Utah my writing style seemed different .. Idk if it's Just me overthinking

So Being at home has been cool I enjoy the comfort and sleeping in and even my step dad was in "stepford" mode(the movie where the community are robots and are made to be perfect) but it didn't take long for the troll to rear it's ugly head and in this case hearing him complain to my mom for 15 minutes about something insignificant we did.. Oh and guess what.. Since I came back I went to church and already created rumors .. Well maybe not rumors exactly but I guess people got the impression that I didn't want to talk to anyone .. I found it to be absurd especially since I talked to everyone .. But I don't know.. I hope I have matured since I have been gone although if I took anything from Utah it would be mostly a bad example .. Christmas was today but most of the family celebration was yesterday .. To me it didn't feel like Christmas but then again what does Christmas feel like .. While I was in Utah I didn't see any decorated houses .. I didn't watch much tv and didn't hear many Christmas songs but then I get here and it's like bam! Lights and music and all that junk ... It's hard to conceive that this day represents the day that the savior was born ..my family made a cake and read the bible story .. I didn't participate for a number of reasons but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate what God did ... And really it doesn't say to celebrate this day because we should be thankful everyday for being saved from eternal seperation from God.. Well that's all for now.. Who wants to buy me the glee season 1 DVD :D also I need socks haha