Remember me

Ok so lately I have been talking about my departure almost like non stop on my blogs it's hard not to because thoughs of it consume my mind for a majority of my day.. But I do find the reaction to my leaving interesting.. For most of my friends it was a "why" and they got this blank look on there face as they look down for a second then go on about a scenario of me returning with a wife and possible kids haha.. I didn't expect people to go all crazy get sad and emotional But there is one friend in particular ..when she heard she seemed apathetic .. She hasn't said I would be missed or anything.. I considered us close she was like a little sister but it seems she could care less.. Maybe I'm over thinking it…

today I woke up earlier than usual to the sound of a vacuum .. It was my mom .. She has started "spring cleaning" ikr.. It's in large part because we will be having thanksgiving here.. Yippy right?( I wonder if Jesus used parables as sarcasm??) haha .. But yea she has been cleaning everything.. I got up reluctant at first until I remembered it was Thursday and that meant the Christian club at sunnyside high school .. It also meant I got to see my old friend which we planned to hang out this lunch time but I didn't see her so I headed to the club.. They showed a video and a guy gave his testimony.. It was over and I began chatting with everyone(elly jose Moises and their 4 friends) the bell rang and I walked with jose to his class until I ran into my friend she was mad I didn't wait so I agreed to walk her to her class.. We reminiced and she reminded me of this super embaressing yet ellaborate story I came up with instead of addmitting I liked her.. This was ling ago but I was laughing and kicking myself for saying something so stupid.. We got to her class and said our goodbyes.. As I left I felt bad that I didn't tell her it would likely be the last time I would see her ..I walked to the front gate and proceeded to walk home... I forgot how far it actually was . My iPod estimated an hour walking I actually didn't notice between my thoughts my iPod and pain in my feet keeping me occupied.. I got home drank like a gallon if water and waddled to my sisters computer.. I got some music and uploaded a new pic .. My mom asked if I wanted to go get a haircut.. I said yes so we headed off .. I got it cut and at first I was like ewe but then once the gel was in place I felt satisfied ...I returned home again and by this time my niece and nephew were out of school fast forward and they got picked up and soon me and my sister were off to worship practice .. They did their thing ad I chatted with jose .. His mom asked me questions about my leaving and after the singing was over I chatted with elly and Saul.. I left and once again was in my room .. I ate a small dinner showered and washed dishes.. Sleep time.. :D