Ok so I think I mentioned that I was going to be leaving the state to go into this program.. I have yet to tell everyone even though I could be leaving by the end of this month .. I go along .. Smiling and laughing with the people the bring me joy and happiness in my life .. When I think of all the stuff I will be missing.. Birthdays, special occasion.. Growth. I see my neice and nephews and friends and wonder how much they will change in the time I am gone .. I act like I'm do important that people can't live without me.. I really feel that way.. Not like I'm special but how people look up to me.. How kids come to me because they know I will give them attention ..today I have heard my name called out numerous times just to get me to look and wave.. This trip is going to be hard I'm only going for 2 years but I will miss everyone..
Ok so this weekend was a great one .. Saturday my sisters and their kids packed up and headed to pismo beach.. My brother and 2 friends are in band and they had to perform and compete .. We wanted to go watch for the day so my parents left Friday and we went for the day Saturday .. We arrived and it was breezy but the weather was warm so it was nice a good change from the usual ugly overcast and cold that I usually experiance ..we took forever to find a parking since this band thing had schools coming from over 20 schools.. We finally parked and found a place to sit and watch.. Victors school eventually passéd I took pics and it was over so we headed to eat and did some walking .. I seen my brother and friends so I talked with them for a while they were kinda dissapointed that they got 3rd. I left and we went for some frozen yogurt that I have been raving about since I had the first taste .. I got cookies and cream., cheese cake, and pumpkin pie they were all so delicious .. After we walked in some shops and then headed for the beach.. I got knee deep in the water but I didn't have a change of clothes so that was my limit.. I helped my nephew fly his kite.. While we were there I seen what seemed to be a newlywed couple on the beach.. The reason I think so was they had a photographer taking shot of them "frolicking on the sand " haha my favorite was when a huge wave brung the water so close to soaking them but they all ran for it haha.. Soon the sun set and we headed home.. I slept good but was hoping I wasn't to tired for church..
I woke up before my alarm.. But it turns out that I would have anyway because it was set for pm but I showered and got ready once my brother was ready we drove to church .. I went to class and found it rather bland.. I feel bad but my patience with a certain "fellow student" is wearing thin.. From his off topic comments that are humored by the teachers to his rather pathetic and unfunny attempts at jokes.. I don't think I will be attending anymore ... After Sunday school was over I headed to break where I was gretted with Hugs from my used to be students when I was a teacher.. I started talking to people adm then to my suprise my friend Julia was there .. A good suprise none the less since she hasn't been to the church in over a year.. We talked and she went around catching up with all the people she remembered .. It was time for service so we sat through that I was happy during worship because my friend elly was singing .. I sorta helped push her into doing it by saying if you go I'll go.. I didn't go but she didn't get mad she Just wants me to keep my word and go up next time... I want to but even though I tell myself it doesn't matter If people say I can't sing I'm not doing it for them.. But I'm scared they might say that haha.. Idk I'll get over it.. The sermon ended and I made plans to hang out with Moises ..Julia invited herself as usual but her and her husband wanted to go the the swap meet first so I went with them .. The plans fell through and I ended up taking them home.. I came back home and then Moises called and wanted to come .. My parents had barely got back from their camping so they were to tired for company .. So we went to his house where we ended up skipping night church and playing Moises game.. We came home around 9 and I passed time on my iPod.. Now it's time for sleep my favorite thing to do.. Release my subconcious.. Dangerous yet entertaining :D
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