Thursday, November 12, 2009

I've had enough of living life for only me

Today brings me One step closer to death..... Haha just kidding although it is technically true today was the bat day if my week bar none.. I woke up with anticipation because today was the day I was going to be a guest speaker at my brothers high school Christian club.. I prepared a little in advance just as to what I would say.. I actually had a rough draft written out and I typed the final today.. It was kinda humorous because I actually timed my speech and was happy that it averaged about 7 minutes .. A good time for a lunchtime meeting .. So I typed my guide up and prayed for God to calm my nerves and before I knew it I was walking up to the school.. In my head I had a mix of praying and singing.. Haha this is random but I recently got that Miley Cyrus song "party inthe USA" when I actualy listened to it I thought "aww she was nervouse about being in a new place and seeing that she sticks out And she gets nervous but she hears a song and it helps her get over it " i found it encouraging until I found out she didn't write it and had actually never heard a jay z song which is is one of the lyrics..I am still semi crushed about it but whatever Hannah bannana!!

Oh back to my day haha.. So I got into the class room I had met up with Elly which was good because she helped me forget my nerves for a while .. My other friends got their and it was time..I got through my "sermon" even though I was literally shaking and it showed in my voice but ad I sat down I got slot of good job whispers ad thumbs up I felt like I did mediocre until this girl came up and introduced herself and said how she was depressed and said how she was encouraged by the chapter I read from .. I have today that made my day I was so happy because i had prayed specifically for that and God worked through me so I left feeling giddy haha so when I seen an old friend I gave her a hug tighter then usual haha.. I then left the school in high spirits I came home and spent my time on my sisters computer and texting .. Watched my Greys anatomy and around 6 I headed to worship practice ad watched elly and zabdi sing.. After that I came home and time flew as I myspaced the day is over and I still am all smiles about God showing me once again "I got this" hahaha

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