it's Official

I really want to keep this updated bacause it's fun to just write out thoughts, emotions and just dumb rants it a release .. Today I got the call informing me that I will be leaving Fresno to Utah .. The long awaited and anticipated call.. I will be leaving the 1st of december I estimated as much.. I am a little apathetic about the whole situation I wouldn't say I'm excited but I wouldn't say I am not but I do get giddy( a rush of excitment and disbelief) the only downside is the packing.. What a hassle.. But I'm ready to go.. I have recently started telling people and my friends mom looked sad when she was told.. It was Moises mom she is practicaly like a mom to me we are always at his house not as much vice versatile but we do come here on occasion.. But I am glad I told them they are like family .. I have a couple more people to tell so blah to that... These past few days have been fun I want to leave here with people remembering me for the happy go lucky, high spirited person. I am.. Not to be extremly pessimistic but the plane could crash.. But I'm not about pessamism(now the autofill doesn't work) but optimism Is my usual route.. I really home this change jumpstarts the motivation and determination and drive to reach for any goals I make ..change is inevitable so when I think of how much people can change in the time I am gone makes me wonder.. Will I come back to the same happy croud or to people that have become strangers over time.. Idk not important.. This post didn't have a point that I can thing of but I am looking toward to updates on here whenever I find a good wifi hot spot :). Oh and is writing a will type thing being pessamistic??