Hold my heart

I find music to be very persuasive(I don't know if that's the right word) but how it seems it can manipulate your feelings to extremes how a song can encourage, discourage, covict, even make feelings like hate,sadness, happiness or even love to become as if on steroids.. Love songs can make you relate lyrics to a person you are crushing on, sad songs push you deeper into a depression or to the brink of tears..happy uplifting songs can make you want to dance around or strut around as if your all that and a bad of chips.. Pardon my expression for being so 1990's haha .. I have experianced all these emotions from listening to songs.. I am a big fan of music.. All types of music.. If
I hear something I feel as if I need to. Hear and examine the lyrics beats ,rythem and usually the message of the song.. I am a Christian but I am very eclectic in my taste of music.. My iPod has theist randomest artists from "lil Wayne" to "Taylor swift" and "demi lovato". I don't like that much rap because the lyrics get a little much from the sex innuendos ..Christian music Is a large majority of my iPod song list .. I like to listen because unlike secular music Christian music has a way of relating to everyone personally because everyone goes through struggles .. And the upbeat uplifting songs just feel awesome to sing aloud and it is praise to God and it just brings about a joy in your heart..i got lost in where I was headed with this rant.. I just wonder if I let music make me into who I am throughout the day..

Today I wasnt feeling to good so I stated in bed until
12 then I took a shower and got a rush of ..cockyness idk I guess that's the word to describe it.. I got the urge to walk to 711 so I put in my new shoes to break them in.. I put on my iPod and played my "power mix" which is filled with songs that make me want to dance haha.. I made it the end of the street and my feet started hurting.. It was my shoes .. I endured the feeling which turned to pain by the time I reached the light.. The walk Is 30 minutes from my house but I got to the store and forgot about the pain in my feet..I walked to the chi aisle and looked over all the brands until I found my guilty pleasure .. Hot cheeto puffs .. I picked up a bag and I must have been in my own world because I didn't notice a girl standing next to me so when I turned to grab a soda I practically ran into her .. I first noticed her smile..she has brown long wavy hair and these dark brown eyes she was cute we made eye contact and smiled and I apologized she smiled and said it was ok we then had one of those things where you try to walk but they go the same way left,right,left, right.. We laughed and I let her go .. I chuckled to myself and walked to the beverages and grabbed a coke .. I headed for the cashier and it just so happened so was she I let get go first I noticed she had a bag of hot Chetto puffs I smiled to myself until my ringtone shocked me out of my
moment.. As luck would have it my ringtone was set to this ghetto song about a chewing on bubble gum(if you've seen Paul blart mall cop you know the ringtone he had) I quickly reached for my phone and seen it was my cousin.. I hit reject because I don't think talking would have lessened the embaressment.. I heard her and the cAshier chuckle and I smirked and tried not to turn tomato red .. She got her change and headed out the door .. The cAshier must have noticed me staring because I had not responded to him telling me the price.. I apologized and paid the man.. I left the store thinking about the encounter and kicked myself for not being outgoing enough to ask for a name or even push for a number but this wasn't a movie so I doubt another encounter would happen and I will be leaving so it wouldn't matter... I got home and ate my snacks .. My brother got home and then I got a call to pick up some information about my flight schedule ..by the time I got back my niece and nephew were here we watched tv and it was soon time for church my sister dropped us off and I went to class because everyone seemed to be in class already .. We had a study about the second coming of Jesus which was interesting .. Class ended and I was excited for glee and so was Moises whom has also taken to watching the fox show .. I got home and played with my dogs until it started.. After it was over I showered and started thinking about the laundry I have to do tommorow.. But now it's time for sleep :D