Hero

The surrealness of my situation is finally going away and the reality is hitting and hitting hard.. Of course I am reffering to my leaving to job corps which is located In clearfield Utah ..I haven't really been thinking about how I am going to actually not see some people for a long while.. I got alot of goodbyes and good lucks that may have been the reason..but my time was short and there was one more person I needed to say goodbye to ..I didn't know how to approach her so I told her daughter to be like "mom guess what" haha it worked perfectly..I got the usual reaction "why" "how long" where" but then it got silent an I made eye contact I seen tears welling up in her eyes .. I immediatly looked away because that's as contagious as a yawn to me.. So I tried to compose myself I looked up and smiled it didn't help that people were around so elly says "see everyones gonna miss you " after that encounter I was sorta in a daze for the rest of the day .. I am so dramatic i feel like doing things as if I was going to die..

Today was a good day.. I was awaken by my mom asking if I was going to ride with them I tried to shrug but then drifted back in my slumber..then I woke up again to my sister turning on the light I guess she was checking if I was here.. I looked at the time and ha to get up if I wanted to get a ride to church.. I dressed and soon I was at church.. It was break time and everyone was in the sanctuary so I took my normal seat and watched the worship team practice .. Flash forwad to after church.. I said alot of good byes and then the encounter happened and then we left .. My sister took us to eat an then to old navy after we headed to Moises house because we were going to buy a new rockband game and I have been wanting to play it because it has alot of newer songs..we got to the store and got the game we got to his house and started the game we were hurrying because it would be my first and only time playing it until I come back for Christmas ..we played until it was time for night church and we went.. I went back into my daze.. I don't even remember the topic..well I do remember something about a "biblical superman" yea ..so I came home and cleaned making as much room for victor and storing all my stuff ..oh ew the worst part of my whole situation is the stress .. I has made me break out ..great.. Hopefully the clearsil somehow works wonders.. I want good first impressions haha :D