Life can be manipulated by daily choices the simplest of descisions can change the outcome of your day.. Being a believer in God I "learned" he is in control .. But I also know we have freedom of choice .. I see it as he has a plan for everyone but I get stumped when let's say a 15 year old gets pregnant for bad descions but the baby ends up becoming a doctor or the next huge evangelist .. God seen that future way before the 15 year old even Met the guy .. Right?? Idk it'd hard to conceive things like that my example was dramatic but I always feel like "is this the right choice" is it what God wants.. I honestly don't know.. I have come into a huge descion and it is falling into place but I still have doubts .. Actually every other thing I had planned as backups have already fell through so I guess all signs point to yes.. It will be a big change but if I leave it to God it will al work out for the best.. Right??
Today was simple .. I took my 3 dogs for a walk our usual route and atleast this time only one got off it's collar ..it happened twice And we were by the busy street as usual.. It's so annoying cause it happens and they sit there looking at me and I hurry and put it back on before they make a run for it (which has never happened thank God) but I'm usually quick but I wonder what people In the cars waiting at the stop lights think.. I got home and got something for lunch and I noticed my sister wasn't here so I took the opportunity to download the latest music .. I also worked on this video project for a lady at church .. By this time it was 3 and I took a break and ended up watching tv .. I heard the kids so I knew it was around 4:30 I made them a snack and we watched tv as they filled me in on their day at school .. They were soon picked up and I was craving hot chettoes so bad and the walk would be good but time passed and I settled for cookies and milk.. I watched the celebrity updates and then I got a call from Saul he filled me in on all the stuff e was up to and we talked rumors because lately people are scrounging for anything they can talk about and we find it amusing and annoying.. We finished talking and I went to take a shower This Is random but oh how I love the water pressure in our shower .. It's strong enough when the spray hits it sorts massages and when you are washing your hair it actually gets all the soap quickly unlike some peoples shower that practically drizzles and takes forever to wash your hair .. Anyway I'm off to sleep hopefully only pleasent dreams for me as well for my reader it isn't a push not using plural since I don't think anyone reads hahaha. Good night :D
AHAHAHAAH!!! I don't know if you will ever get this comment.. but if for some reason you do I'd like to say ... YAY!! You started writing blogs again! Sounds desperate doesn't it? No, not really.. I just like the part where you seem to be talking to yourself and no one in particular.. it's more of a " psychological " moment. Oh, and yes, only possible reader. xD
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