I feel super comfy right now.. and am actually exhausted .... so I awoke today at my cousins in sanger from one of their dogs I felt him before he was inches away from licking my face.. but when I woke up it felt as though I didnt get any sleep at all .. so the day ran on we played around. cooked .. talked and drove around the town.. I was sure I wanted to come home but I ended up staying till 7 but it was fun.. when I got home I felt out of place.. I am so looking forward to getting my own place.. but noone was home which I was glad.. until I seen a case from a new Ipod touch.. my brother got one for his birthday since he lost his nano.. I was displeased for one.. because now we both have em..and 2.. he didnt take my advice on how easily the back scratches.. but what ev.. I am in an apathetic mood... I wonder if true maturity is finally setting in.. it feels more like zombie.. but i guess... so tommorow is sunday and I am debating whether or not I should sleep in since I dont have a class to teach....I am kinda glad about that but I didnt tell the kids I am not going to be there teacher so I think I might show up and tell the good-bye... for now I am doing no ministry but I know it wont last long because I cant stay stagnate for long... oh I heard this saying again and it always hits a cord with me.. it goes "to whom much is given, even more is expected".. and I feel that I was given alot and had alot of influence but I was stagnate in my personal relationship with christ and just let it go.. I am really interested in the path that is coming up I am just letting God lead the way .. .. well today wore on me alot and I am hoping for a deep slumber .. :D
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