He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And realize just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all
David Crowder : How He Loves Lyrics
ah that song speaks to me in so many ways... I mean come on think about it.. "He(God) is jealous for me" .. ME! a sinner.. born to sin by nature.. but God is there with open arms all the time every single day and the times I just walk away from him he will still be there I cant fathom how much he Loves us ...its overwhelming .. the jealous part is in the bible by the way.. and I think about how God would be jealous .. He wants us .. all of us.. not just what we give him on sundays.. he doesnt need us.. he wants us... everyday, every hour, every minute... To give us life to the fullest.. sometimes it seems to simple how he forgives us..but it is that simple.. Thank you God For loving me.. oh and make that personal .. he loves us all just the same I believe he shows it to each of us in our own special ways.. if that makes sense ..for me when I feel really bad about what I did or something that happened I call out to God to surround me and it never fails that a rush of what feels like a huge hug just envelops all around me and into my heart.. *sigh* ..
Well today wasnt special.. I didnt write yesterday because my cousin sammy came to spend the night.. he had this new online game he was dying to show me yesterday I woke up and was unusually groggy I didnt feel up to anything although I wanted to go see if sunnyside would allow me onto the campus during lunch but I procrastinated and the oppurtunity was lost.. my sister called and asked if I could take the kids to sanger because she was going to get out late.. I agreed and got ready .. the kids got here and we headed to sanger.. it was fun I like it over there I ended up getting a call from my cousin sammy he asked if it was ok if he could spend the night.i said it was but he insisted on asking my parents.. I called back a couple minutes later and asked what happened and he said they said yea and he in fact standing in my kitchen haha.. so i hurried back to fresno .. I walked in and noticed that my step dad was telling my cousin about Jesus... my cousin isnt a christian he is more philosophical and sees religion just as a good moral basis.. I honestly feel I destroyed my testimony with him because we know each other so well.. he was stuck talking for almost an hour and I was waiting in my room.. I told him if he wanted to show me the game and he lit up and was ecstatic about his new time consumer.. haha it was alright.. but I am still wanting to play WOW another online game.. but he is funny because he is so health conscious about what he eats and he says my house has to much temptation and the night mostly consisted of him saying he regretted what he just ate.. we went to sleep and he had to go to school so I drove him to his school... its so awesome cause he goes to Fresno State... I headed home and contemplated what to do.. I cleaned and watched tv.. did some online applications and by that time my niece and nephew were here .. they stayed till 6 as usual and I was unusually tired.. so I fell asleep.. I awoke from my nap and decided I should go get some groceries so I headed out .. I did a quick run through the store... nothing exciting happened.. I came home and took a shower as my normal nighttime routine..time for sleep :D oh and I didnt take a picture today.. sorry.. haha
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