right now my head is a tornado.. I have songs playing, verses being spoken.. its like a war for my thoughts.. like which side would I spend time contemplating .. usually the song is catchy and I get stuck on that..
today is monday and I didnt get to right about yesterday so but it wasnt that interesting in the morning I was asked by my mom if i was going to wake up for church.. and I said I didnt feel like going.. but after I heard them leave I was struck with guilt.. (1)because I didnt tell my 1st and 2nd grade class that I would no longer their teacher.. and (2)my whole reason to stop teaching was to attend the young adults.. but that didnt happen . I got to church during break. I tried to keep my distance and sorta watched the youth who are also my friends..at first they didnt come over which was my goal .. I should have walked somewhere cause I was looking lonerish ... but I didnt mind at the time I felt good that I had my space and quiet.. although this well meaning boy who is attached to me was talking to meand as I was pretending to listen I was approached by Sarah she gave me the info on the ride and practice arrangements.. (Me and my brother agreed to be in her Quincenera/sweet 16 thing.. and I am used to it although I do feel that I will be the oldest umm.. oh Chambelan(spell error :D)but its for her so I dont mind..after she left I was approached by my usual crowd and we were talking and then the bell rang.. more than usual I think they were making it obvious that it was time but people didbt budge.. I started to make my way into the sanctuary and took my now usual seat by myself and I enjoyed that much.. but it is still causing a stir because its not normal of me to do that.. before I knew it service was over and I said my goodbyes and we headed to eat for my brothers b-day...it was nice.. my brother had requested a sleepover for his birthday so we had one and stayed up till 3.. sleep isnt usally on the list of things to do but .. the night consisted of tons of laughter.. im surprised we werent shooshed or anything.. .. we watched movies watched youtube videos and distorted peoples faces .. that was the funniest.... haha.. In the morning I felt I hadnt slept a wink and I could hear victor and saul beginning to wake.. before I knew it we were having breakfast and playing video games.. the day flew by and I drove everyone home.. I am glad I get to sleep peacefully now and I am off to enjoy my slumber .. :D
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