Vans

"I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears"
I really like to listen to music .. it soothes, calms, excites, depresses, and uplifts you .. it just depends on what you listen to.. I consider myself eclectic.. I like all types of music.. and I like how when lyrics to a song hit just right and bring realization....


I had a dream last night.. its was pretty random.. these things that looked like huge containers were exploding and people felt them and wanted to be upclose when the one we were closest to was next to explode..I yelled for them to get back because obviously its an explosion but they didnt listen.. only a few.. so the thing blew up and some guys arm was blown off... it was pretty graphic(I blame the sleep aid) .. but it was pretty weird..

Today was simple.. the medicine made me drowsy and I stayed asleep longer than I wanted..before I knew it my niece and nephew were knocking and my brother was home and my day was wasted.. ..I had to get shoes today and I take forever to make up my mind and then end up regretting my choice and today was no different.. I got red vans.. I mean i really like red but I dont have that many red clothing items.. but I think they are growing on me... I think the highlight today was I found myself stare flirting.. It was this girl in the shoe store(vans) she looked nice and we kept smiling at each other.. my brother and neice and sister were there and my nephew was making a scene so I didnt get a chance to strike up conversation.. although we did alot of smiling at each other(not as creeper as it sounds.. one of those you had to be there things... after that.. got home did yardwork and ate pizza.. ugh .. its true.. when you miss a meal you tend to overindulge and today was proof.. ugh i still full .. overall today was good tommorow should be better ..