Birth-day

Ok so in about 2 minutes i will be 21 years old , I like how we are taught that God already had out lives mapped out to experience life to the fullest. I know sometimes well for me anyway.. that the "Christian Way" doesnt seem as fun as some other things there are.. but in actuallity .. everything that is not Godly is a mere illusion.. put in our paths to blind us and distract us. I always get "thought blocked".. (where I dont understand something so I just say owell) well I always do that when I think of how many times I have strayed off of Gods path.. I can imagine me on a straight path just one side to the other..simple.. and God tells me.. ok go this way.. and I start to walk.. but before I know it.. i see something shiny off to the side of the path .. and I stray.. then i realize that i am no longer on Gods path..or I run into a hill and think its some huge mountain when to God its actually an ant hill so I ask for forgivness and ask God to lead me again.. and God being patient forgets my sins as if they never happened and we start again.. .. Psalms 103:12 I love that verse and Casting crowns song "East to West"

Ok so Today was pretty fun .. I was woken up by the phone ringing and it was the AT&T service tech.. said he was going to stop by.. he did and did his thing and our internet is up.. its pretty much the same but Youtube videos load slow. and thats not to fun but owell.. So at 12 I went to pick up my friends they recently came back from mexico and we hadnt hung out in a while . .. so the day consisted of Rockband and 711.. haha.. the lowlight of the day was when my parents pulled up into the driveway .. and we all freaked because I wanted to move the games to my room but we were to late so we ran around crazy trying to get stuff out of the living room.. it wasnt a big deal but my step dad opened the door as me and elly(friends sister) were putting the chairs back.. we were done and gathered around the computer ... and then my step dad tells me "you know that just teaches people to be sneaky".. and i was like.. that wasnt my intention but whatever (this was in my head of course).. but then he goes on to tell my mom in spanish something about us... and me and my brother dont know spanish but my friends do so I told him "you know thats rude because just because we dont know spanish they do " and its funny cause God is showing me how prideful he really is because instead of taking it in consideration he called me rude and got in his normal "Troll" mood.. .. its anooying because he acts so differant at church then at home... but thats another story .. maybe to tell my future therapist.. haha j/k.. (although i have nothing against that).. but after that I stayed on the internet and then took a shower.. and now I am dreading what tommorow will bring..